The Process...

Firstly I just wanted to say that this morning I woke up hung-over and 30 min later I wasn’t hung-over anymore because we kinda, sorta invented a lil something epic that solves a 10000 year old hangover problem. I really am proud of it. I’m proud of how it looks, how far we’ve taken it and how people respond whenever they see it. We’ve effectively invented the biggest product from Africa and I know I might sound crazy for saying that but fuck it, I believe it so that’s really all that matters. I know I’ve been talking about it for long but seen dragons in this here journey, business is not for children haha but ya it’s here man give it just a lil more time. Better to do it right than to do it fast.

So man we partied up a storm last night and I was theee most litt person at that party. People were there to party, I was there to celebrate my life. So much has been happening to me and I don’t even know where to begin and so this is why I wrote this article because I know it will affect someone out there. 

I sit here today and 2 weeks from now I give a Ted Talk, had a production meeting with our manufacturer this week and It’s all about to take off. Saw all the shit we imported for the product start to arrive and calls keep coming in for more components arriving. Had a meeting with a publisher to discuss a book deal for next year and I’m being booked to speak all over the world next year which means free fucken travel, business class and shit. My articles are hitting 10000 reads per month globally because you people are passing them on and on, thank you!! After what I’ve been through I haven’t known how to deal with it because man you struggle and struggle for so long and when it starts happening, it happens so fast that you firstly can’t keep up and secondly, you really don’t know how to realize that you’ve won and the struggle is over and that’s what’s been feeling so surreal. I’m not saying that there’ll be no struggle anymore but I see now that the process is all about you facing yourself and ego and defeating all the doubt and self hate you’ve had within yourself and the only way you can do that is to go through the pain and the process and this is why I write today. 

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The Fucken Process

 

Firstly I wanted to tell you that the process is an ugly thing. Nothing sexy about it at all. I’ve seen that people are so results orientated and so they quit things when they get hard and when the results don’t manifest in a timeframe they expected. They quit because they don’t realize that the process is the result. It is the process you must fall in love with and let the physical results deal with themselves. The result of life is to die but the process of life is to live and you see now that the result is not where you put your focus. This is why you must the timing of your life. Stop trying to rush shit. And this is what most people miss. 

The truth is that you deserve to be happy; you deserve to wake up every day burning of passion. I don’t care what people will tell you. People who don’t believe in happiness and purpose are the kinds of people that have given up on themselves; we call them fuckboys and fuckgirls. You know those bitter people that are angry at life and believe that life owes them something and carry this everywhere they go. Those people can’t be helped, no point in allowing yourself to get involved with such. 

I’ve seen that happiness isn’t found, it is created. It is not a money thing, it’s a purpose thing. Let me tell you that your purpose is the most important thing of your life right now and you owe it to yourself to wake the fuck up to that fact. Money might be important but you see; there are two kinds of people in the world; those who think of money as a master & those who think of money as a wonderful servant. I think it was in the Bible where it was said that you can’t have two masters.

“Mighty is he that can control others, but even mightier is he that has mastered himself.” - Lao Tzu

Your purpose is tied to the things you love and are passionate about. Don’t undermine them. You’ll know you’ve found your purpose and are living in it when you no longer feel like you’re betraying yourself. Where friendships don’t make you feel like you should be less of yourself. When you don’t walk away from a conversation feeling like you betrayed yourself. The moment you allow yourself to betray yourself it is when you get lost and form a habit of putting other things and people before yourself because you somehow believe you’re worthless. And I don’t blame people for being this way especially being brought up in this fucked society we’ve been brought up in where self hate and self negligence is the order of the day. I’ve seen that people that are lost a hard to live with man.

The other day I woke up feeling so grateful for everyone that walked out in my life because I see now that I was lost. And it is the act of them walking out of my life that I found myself. I was too focused on people and their opinions and I neglected myself and I understand now that I must have been hard to live with and I’m grateful that they left me. The single greatest gift they could give me; me feeling like I wasn’t shit. 

You know now, I don’t give a fuck anymore; I don’t care about the approvals, the validations and the bullshit of society. I’m no longer afraid to let my inner light shine. I’m no longer afraid to put myself first and cut people outa my life if need be. Let me tell you something that might be hard for you to accept but like I said, I don’t give a fuck. DON’T ALLOW YOURSELF TO BE SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE WITH NEGATIVE ENERGY! Don’t be afraid to cut these people off from your life. People don’t understand this but we create our realities with our minds and energy because that’s what you truly are. Because everything happens from your level of perception and understanding of things, you will create things that you believe based on your perception and thoughts towards them. If you harbor negative energy you will create negative situations in your life based on what you perceive as negative things. You can’t create what you can’t perceive. This law is vice versa. Life doesn’t happen to you, it happens because of you. So allowing negative people in your life will force that shit to pour over into your life because energy is contagious. And you know these negative people, people that are never happy and content, that are always getting sick, always getting into fucked up situations, going through the same shit over and over  Treat everything and everyone like a party, if it/they suck, LEAVE! If it/they are fun, dance. 

They’ll say to me that I’m apparently harsh and I think I’m better but this here’s the thing, I’m here to tell you shit people don’t have the balls to tell you. I’m not here to be liked by everyone and I’m ok with that, I’m here live out my purpose. I drink, I swear, I wear slops, I smoke Hubbly and the list goes on, deal with it, this is me. I may come across as harsh but the truth was never supposed to be tasty, life is real and is happening right and you are a part of this amazing thing and regardless of my methods, just look at life around you, and one really can’t deny the results of my life, clearly there’s something I have. Like I said, I’m not afraid to put myself first now, if you come here with negativity, you can just keep on walking. I wanna be around people that are happy man. People that understand that life is all about how you respond to things that happen regardless of how good or bad it seems from the onset. 

This is what the process does. The process is a kind of metamorphous. An inner transformation where you develop an awareness of you and your ‘”here-ness.” The process forces you to put yourself first and teaches you that you and only you are responsible for your life. Nobody is gonna come into your house and save you and make your dreams come true. Like I said this is not even about money but the process teaches you that you are more powerful than you can imagine. That you are actually the SHIT! Like full blown SHIT. You’re amazing, so beautiful, so epic and so fucken awesome. Like I’m in tears as I type this. I’m here to tell you that if only you could see yourself from the eyes of creation you wouldn’t be so hard as you are on yourself, you are truly and unimaginably the most powerful thing when you realize it. 

In the presence of this knowledge, things like money must bow at your feet. Reality must abide to you. Because the universe unfolds reality based on the expectations of the observer and that is you. If you give the universe negativity it will create that for you. And the process is the process one must go through by chasing everything that makes their heart jump. Forget about all the other stuff, chase that thing your heart bleeds for, that it screams out to you for. That is your inner self which is childlike saying to you “Just trust me, everything will be better than you can ever imagine if we go there.” I’m here to tell you that that voice knows what it’s talking about, on the other side is beauty. Just trust that voice, put yourself first and leave your fears behind. Both faith and fear force you to believe in something that doesn’t exist, choose faith. 

Allow the process to take you into the dark, where it’s lonely, where it’s hell and let it have its work on you (only you can discover you, you can’t do this with someone because it is your path). This is not about money once again, money will chase you after trust me, and I’m talking about more money you can ever dream of. Never have money without purpose because regardless of how much you have you will be lost. Let the provision chase you. You just chase your purpose and understand that the process is the result. People will be weeded out, you will be given new eyes, new perspective, new balls and you’ll trust and successfully manifest whatever you want and bring it into existence. Nothing is more beautiful than a person who discovers themselves because the greatest art is for someone to simply live their lives man.

I’m not telling you all this because It’s cute, I’m telling you because I did it. I got the JUICE now & I’m a deadly balance of fun & focus. Ima do so much epic shit in this life, be an epic boyfriend, be an epic human being and ima have fun doing it till the end because I am part of all this now, I am important, I matter, I deserve the best, and I can bring whatever I want to reality and the same goes for you. Die empty, not old.  Chase yourself, gain knowledge, read. Be selfish and be unapologetic about you…. It’s ok to be epic. 

I think I’m done. 

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